Love poem - by me!!

As I sat up in the middle of the night i felt like writing this poem. Read this and post your comments.

As she sat up in bed, a single tear straining her cheek. Her thoughs in an incoherant mess. She vaguely remembered all the friends who suddenly ceased to exist. All those times spent in their company. All that incessant chatter than used to take place. All gone.
All that remained was a big void and bad memories. Memories off all those bad judgements she made..all the hearts she broke..memories that cut her to the very soul.
As she came back to the present she realized..
The more she ran away from her past, the more it caught up with her.
The more she tried to change herself the more people reminded her of her mistakes.
She had come a long way since then, she had changed..
But the world still resolutely held on to who she once was..
She searched the black depths of the night, for that one person who believed in her..the one who would accept her for what was was..the one person she could reach out to..that one person who wouldnt let her down..that one person she realized she would never find.
As the heavy night decended on her, she drifted off into a trance....