Desperate me!!

I have always wanted to have a girl friend. Not that am a desperate fool but I am 21 and I need a companion. But i guess I have never have that part in my life. But Somethings that we wish for are bound to happen at some point of life. And I'm sure that a few years hence, I'll be walking hand in hand with my best friend, and inseparable we will be then with success and fame piled over our heads and all this will happen because of 'God's Will' someday we will walk together hand in hand on the shores of the deep blue sea and salute the raising sun for dawning yet another precious day that we spend together in each other's company.

A friend of mine was writing this on his desk and I think this gels with the mood I am writing in now. So here goes

"i was soft to her.i took greatest care not to hurt her in anyway as that would eventually turn out to be a self inflicted wound.i would give her the world.and she knew none could take her place in my heart. Yet she flew away and inflicted pain and there was nothing meant to gain"

Sounds a bell doesn't it?. For all those lovers. Have an awesome life.

Love poem - by me!!

As I sat up in the middle of the night i felt like writing this poem. Read this and post your comments.

As she sat up in bed, a single tear straining her cheek. Her thoughs in an incoherant mess. She vaguely remembered all the friends who suddenly ceased to exist. All those times spent in their company. All that incessant chatter than used to take place. All gone.
All that remained was a big void and bad memories. Memories off all those bad judgements she made..all the hearts she broke..memories that cut her to the very soul.
As she came back to the present she realized..
The more she ran away from her past, the more it caught up with her.
The more she tried to change herself the more people reminded her of her mistakes.
She had come a long way since then, she had changed..
But the world still resolutely held on to who she once was..
She searched the black depths of the night, for that one person who believed in her..the one who would accept her for what was was..the one person she could reach out to..that one person who wouldnt let her down..that one person she realized she would never find.
As the heavy night decended on her, she drifted off into a trance....